EVOLVE lyrics

NOBODY SPECIAL 

Everyday all the same stuff is bringing me down 
All your time spent never with me and your runnin’ round 
You keep me hangin’ on a line while I’m sittin’ at home 
Always working or out with your friends and I’m all alone 

You didn’t want to be like everyone else 
You didn’t want to be just a flash in the pan 
You’re nobody special 
Given the title of another ex-girlfriend 

Friday night I’m playin’ out with the band an its loud 
Too classy with your nose in the air to be seen with my crowd 
Never enough when I get it from you it’s a shame 
Like your doin’ me a favor makin’ me out to blame 

You didn’t want to be like everyone else 
You didn’t want to be just a flash in the pan 
You’re nobody special 
Given the title of another ex-girlfriend 

You never ever thought it would end up like this 
You never really thought there would be an end 
You’re no body special 
Granted the title of another ex-girlfriend 

Nothing I can say to you will 
Make you see my point of view 
This is another ex girlfriend song 
But this one is for you! 

You didn’t want to be like everyone else 
You didn’t want to be just a flash in the pan 
You’re nobody special 
Given the title of another ex-girlfriend 

You never ever thought it would end up like this 
You never really thought there would be an end 
You’re no body special 
Granted the title of another ex-girlfriend 
You’re nobody, nobody, nobody special to me 

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LET ME LET YOU GO 

You come off like a saint 
I know that you ain’t so innocent 
Devil in disguise 
I see it in your eyes 
You play the game 
My soul you maimed 
No penitence 
You don’t realize 
The damage you’ve done inside 

I left you face down with no regrets 
I left you with reason 
I left you wanting more 
You can’t understand why 
It feels like such a lie 
You lost out when you let me let you go 

You fly like an angel with golden wings 
You Jezebel 
Don’t try to front me 
You’ve no integrity 
You suckered me in 
I cannot begin to speak my hate 
You strung me on and on 
Demon be gone 

I left you face down with no regrets 
I left you with reason 
I left you wanting more 
You can’t understand why 
It feels like such a lie 
You lost out when you let me let you go 

If you give your heart to no one you will never know 
If you hide your feelings they will never show 
I’m such a fool for loving you 

It’s such a shame 
Yeah, you’re to blame 
This head game has come to an end 
And you’ve lost my friend 

I left you face down with no regrets 
I left you with reason 
I left you wanting more 
You can’t understand why 
It feels like such a lie 
You lost out when you let me let you go 
Let me let you go 
Let you go 

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Bitch (with a capital “C”) 

You suck my energy with your stupid drama 
You make my stomach turn and deprive me of sleep 
You mistake my kindness for weakness 
It’s absurd 
You don’t hear me when I try to get a word 

Just between you and me 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 
You brought me down to my knees 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 

You take my self esteem with a smile on your face 
You have a way of making me seem always wrong 
You play with my emotions and leave me for dead 
You push me untill I’m close to the edge 

Just between you and me 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 
You brought me down to my knees 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 

You never made me feel 
Good enough for you 

I don’t want sympathy 
Just some satisfaction 
I can’t let go even though you hurt me so 
It’s like a prison cell I can’t escape from 
You’re so full of shit 
Stop fucking with my head 

Just between you and me 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 
You brought me down to my knees 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 
Why does it have to be 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 
Why don’t you just concede 
You’re a bitch with a capital C 

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LOVE ME FOR ME 

Ideally we set our hearts up to fail 
Searching for perfection 
We are all innocent by default 
And destroyed by affection 
Letting go of your faults 
It’s only an illusion 
Can the heart and mind really get along? 
Prelude for confusion 

Love me for me 
Not who you want me to be 
And I’ll never do you wrong 
Love me for me 
No one is everything 
And you aren’t all that strong 

If we see with the eyes of lust 
Then I am also guilty 
They say that beauty is skin deep 
Then why are you so ugly? 

Love me for me 
Don’t try to change a thing 
‘Cause I am me not you 
Love me for me 
Who do you think you are? 
The truth isn’t always true 

We all are puppets in symmetry 
We all are imperfect 
We all are liars unto ourselves 
But can we learn to love? 

Love me for me 
Not who you want me to be 
And I’ll never do you wrong 
Love me for me 
No one is everything 
And you aren’t all that strong 

Love me for me 
Don’t try to change a thing 
‘Cause I am me not you 
Love me for me 
Who do you think you are? 
The truth isn’t always true 

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DOWN 

Don’t know what’s going on inside you mind 
I don’t care to read between the lines 
So push me way back 
Keep your distance 
It’s so unfair 
Your resistance 

I don’t want to keep waiting 
This senseless time is frustrating 
You can’t avoid this feeling 
It brings me down 

I can’t read your mind 
Well I’m no psychic 
This guessing game has made me so sick 
You’re like a novel with all blank pages 
I’ve had enough of your mental stages 

I don’t want to keep waiting 
This senseless time is frustrating 
You can’t avoid this feeling 
It brings me down 

So here I am now 
Near the end 
You’ve tried my patience with no amends 
So I move on from all the pain 
With nothing to loose and all to gain 
I don’t want to keep waiting 
This senseless time is frustrating 
You can’t avoid this feeling 
It brings me down 

I can’t go on debating 
This love is nauseating 
You’re the Queen and I’m the clown 
You bring me down 

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GOOD ENOUGH 

A shadowed night under cloudy skies and blackened stars 
I’m all alone in my head with demon’s brand new scars 
Every thought is a trace of insecurity 
Every second spawns a vastness between you and me 

There should be no reason for the actions endured 
I consider it a treason for the lack of your 
Seemingly unfaithful nature and your selfishness 
Apologies overdue but vanish nonetheless 

You cannot heal me 
And you cannot see 
That I’m better off without you 
Loving you is so tuff 
You don’t love me good enough 

I’ve given so many chances 
You keep coming back 
To watch you screw it up again & again & again 
Never here, never near, even when you’re here 
So consistently distant 
And It’s perfectly clear. 

You cannot heal me 
And you cannot see 
That I’m better off without you 
Loving you is so tuff 
You don’t love me good enough 

Let me set the scene for you 
Two friends fell lovers in a year or two 
We had a long and bumpy ride 
That steepened downhill over time 
Trust and love birthed insecure 
That neither party could endure 
We’ve broken off and on for years 
A million memories and lots of tears 

I never expected a lot from you 
But what I got just wouldn’t do 
Give a little take a lot 
I’ve given much more than I got 
How can you expect to last when 
You keep living in my past 
Fingers pointed, both to blame 
And no one winning at this game 

You cannot heal me 
And you cannot see 
That I’m better off without you 
Loving you is so tuff 
Hey 
You don’t make me happy 
And you won’t let me breathe 
But I’m so sane without you 
Letting go has been rough 
But you will never love me good enough 
Hey 

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FUEL TO THE FIRE 

The demon seen in which you need to breed 
Is feeding on your negativity 
Your grapevine’s talking and it needs to die 
Needs to die 
Mispoken half truths are another lie 

Karma follows those who hate 
Crushing you like an earthquake 

Just watch your back when adding fuel to the fire 
I’m gonna watch you burn 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn 
Fuel to the fire 
You’re gonna get your turn 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn 

This stirring rumor has no alibi 
You couldn’t even look me in the eye 
A jealous skeptic what you seem to be 
Seems to me 
You hypocrite you’re always so naïve 

Liars always fear the truth 
The innocent are the ones that bruise 

Can’t you tell I’m adding fuel to the fire 
I’m gonna watch you burn 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn 
Fuel to the fire 
Another lesson learned 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn 

This chatter is hearsay 
The news is a hoax 
A slanderous whisper on which people choke 
The lowdown in buzzing 
The gossip is talk 
But the foundation’s splitting on which you walk 

You’ve bit off more than even you can chew 
The reprocussion’s right in front of you 
So next time when you feel the urge and the itch 
Remember payback’s more than just a bitch 

When I have my darkest day 
Fate will give you Hell to pay 

Just watch your back you’re adding fuel to the fire 
I’m gonna watch you burn 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn 
Fuel to the fire 
You’re gonna get your turn 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn 

Fuel to the fire 
I’m gonna watch you burn 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn 
Fuel to the fire 
Another lesson learned 
Fuel to the fire 
Burn

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UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN 

Counting sheep I cant sleep now 
I cant make my mind rest 
You know my thoughts will be with you 
Be still my beating chest 

A thousand miles now 
Between the hearts 
Another year will pass 

Until I see you again 
I’ll be burning at both ends 
Like the world without end 
Until I see you again 

Like the day of a new dawn 
We will resurrect 
And the day will breed new life 
If only to connect 

A million hours now 
From now till then 
Pass in the blink on an eye 

Until I see you again 
I’ll be burning at both ends 
Like the world without end 
Until I see you again 

oh sleep, where art thou? for thine be essential to my well being. why have you forsaken me? my night hath become greater than my day. for when my slumber finally consumes me, my day shall be utterly consumed...and unproductive. restful i shall be not, cuz restless i am. i just want to die for 7 or so hours, then live again, then repeat. please not to dream, for dreaming is the soul in action, and not at rest. 

When the heavens rest my head 
I’ll be waiting at wits end 
In the silence of my rest 
Until I see you again 

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A MILLION MILES AN HOUR 

I am a freight train 
A loaded stealth plane 
Thousand and one megatons 
I am a cluster bomb 
Unholy napalm 
Atomic submachine gun 
Enola Gay on the way to level out Tokyo 

I am the comet’s tail 
A bullet entrail 
Straight through the apple core 
The vast entity 
I’ll target your city and knocking on your front door 
A love affair is in the air with the death romeo 

But I won’t wait, I won’t wait, I won’t wait for you 
At a million miles an hour and no way to make or break 
I wont wait for you 

Devastation 
Obliteration 
The demolition man 
Your obsession 
My trajection in the heart of the land 
Coming down like the rain of Armageddon 

But I won’t wait, I won’t wait, I won’t wait for you 
At a million miles an hour and no way to make or break 
I wont wait for you 

A mass of rock and an iron core 
A tail of ice and your darkest fear 
Bout to collide with your atmosphere 

Aggravation 
Desperation 
I’m peering down on you 
Immortality 
An informality 
A juggernaut attitude 
I am the hand of the God that you cannot dispute 

But I won’t wait, I won’t wait, I won’t wait for you 
At a million miles an hour and no way to make or break 
I wont wait for you 
But I won’t wait, I won’t wait, I won’t wait for you 
At a million miles an hour and no way to make or break 
I wont wait for you 

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NIGHT TERROR 

Darkness crawlin 
I awake at dawning 
I find it unable to move 
Body dreaming 
Mind is screaming 
Eyes wide open on you 

Can you help me, help me 
Can you wake me, wake me 
Night Terror 

All of my might I'm trying to fight off 
This thing consuming my breath 
Push for screaming 
Awake and dreaming 
Am I alive or near death 

Can you help me, help me 
Can you wake me, wake me 
Night Terror 

Oh, can you hear my plea? 
Can someone rescue me? 
I've lost control of me 

Stuck in a daze 
This hypnotical haze 
This feeling it cannot be true 
Mass confusion 
No conclusion 
An apparition of you 

Can you help me, help me 
Can you wake me, wake me 
Night Terror 

I can see you 
I can hear you 
I can smell you 
I can't move you 
Paralyze me 
Terrorize me 
Traumatize me 
Exorsice me 
Go back to sleep 

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LOST SOUL MATE 

Hello my friend, yes it's been a while 
Seems like long ago 
How have you been? 
are you well? 
Would you let me know? 

So much pain from our past 
So much room to grow 
You were the first and the last 
Sorry if my feelings show 

A year to the day since I saw you last 
You still look the same 
I miss the warmth of your smile 
When I touch your face 

I tried letting go all the while 
Still I miss you most 
Confusion, delusion and pain 
Like dancing with your ghost 

Seeing you here is like my dreams 
Distorted and blurred 
Unreality 
We'll catch up again in a year, 'till then 
Please take care of yourself my friend 

It does my heart good just to talk 
I do miss you too 
I've walked for a while in the dark 
I know you did too 

I cannot breathe with you gone 
You crawl in my viens 
I tried so hard to move on 
Tried to rid the pain 

I can't let you go 
loosing control 
you're my lost soul mate 
Left out in the cold 
Half of a whole 
You're my lost soul mate 

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DRAMA QUEEN 

She is the center of attention 
She gets your heart by showing her affection 
I think she gave me an infection 
I feel sorry for her little brat son, yeah 

She's got curves just like J-Lo 
I'm not the only one who's feeding her ego 
Things were always great in bed 
But whats wrong inside her head 

Drama Queen should be on TV 
Drama Queen got the best of me 

In the middle of the night 
She'd call me up and we'd get into a fight 
Things just didn't seem right 
Always catching her in little lies 

Drama Queen got control of me 
Drama Queen keeps on using me 

What about your divorce, it ain't final, of course 
Well you told me it was over 
And the guy who's your friend, you deny seeing him 
So i heard you had eloped 
It's the girls all like you playing me for a fool 
I know I can do better 
Sit at home smoking pot, why don't you get a job 
Immature and insecure 
It's always something 
It's always something 

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HALF A WORLD AWAY 

A starry night under the bright lights 
Who knew I’d find you there 
Sweat and song 
Then we met before long in the summer air 
Hearts racing 
Anticipating 
Caught in a gaze 
Hopes bracing 
Disintergrating 
Separate ways 

Half a world away 
I will be waiting 
Half a world away 
I’m contemplating 
Half a world away 

We were hanging pretty in the Spanish city when the tour bore through 
A face in the crowd 
Your silence screamed out loud shook the entire room 
Hearts racing 
Anticipating 
I’m fixed on you 
Hopes bracing 
Exagerating 
It’s nothing new 

Half a world away 
I will be waiting 
Half a world away 
I’m contemplating 
Half a world away 
Anticipating 
Half a world away 

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DIE ANOTHER LOVE 

I'm in disbelief 
A shadow of a doubt 
Shock to the system 
Denial all around 
Question prevail 
I render suspect 
And challenge your words and throw them out 

My heart weighs heavy 
My chest to explode 
I keep composed thought my dark eyes water 
I lay my head hear 
And now so alone 
The battlefield after the slaughter 

Die 

Die another love 
Just let it go 
It wasn't meant to be 
Die another love 
Just go away 
You turned your back on me 
Die another love 
It's just so unfair 
I don't believe it's true that you just don't care 

A distance has grown to big to ignore 
I thought it was a phase you were going though 
As I stood aside 
And patience insued 
I watched our foundation come unglued 

There's nothing I can do 
And all is said and done 
Not like I had a choice for this abuse 
If it's all the same to you 
I don't believe that it's true 
Still in a daze an still verily confused 

Die 

Die another love 
Just let it go 
It wasn't meant to be 
Die another love 
Just go away 
You turned your back on me 
Die another love 
It's just so unfair 
I don't believe it's true that you just don't care 

Die another love 
Just let it go 
It wasn't meant to be 
Die another love 
Just go away 
You turned your back on me 
Die another love 
Moving it on 
One minute you're here 
One second your gone

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TENFOLD 

What goes around comes around 
Do unto me 
I’ll will undo you 
Payback’s a bitch and so am I 
Can you read between the lines? 

I will haunt you 
I will taunt you 
I will scold you 
Tenfold 

Bad to the bone since the day I was born 
Mess with the bull and you’ll get the horns 

I will haunt you 
I will taunt you 
I will scold you 
Tenfold 

Lies, deceit, truths untold 
It will come back to you tenfold 

Common threads through history’s past 
Your next breath will be your last 

I will haunt you 
I will taunt you 
I will scold you 
Tenfold 
I will kill you 
It will chill you 
Blood boiling cold 
Tenfold